I'm tired of getting one aspect of my broken body somewhat under control, only to have two or three new problems pop up and inflict me with pain. (I have bursitis and tendonitis added to the list of 'itises' now)
I'm tired of hurting.
I'm tired of being happy that the pain is not so bad on a particular day so I can halfway function - but why don't I get any pain-free days anymore?
I'm tired of how unpredictable the pain is and how it moves around my body, seemingly hitting me in random spots that are vital to what I do, like sitting, writing, drawing, walking. I never know when a body part will flair up.
My current flair is so bad right now, affecting so many parts of my body, including parts that have never been affected before, the rheumatologist is going to give me a cortisone shot the day before our trip next week.
I'm in such pain, I am having difficulty getting ready for the trip. I'm having to force myself to overextend myself to get stuff done, which only hurts me more. But it has to get done.
Thanks: --> to Lia, my sensei, who has inspired me to draw again. I
wouldn't be doing this without your support, Domo Arigato!
--> to Talon, for sending me her fabulous fics, inspiring me with her writing to draw my first
illustration for a story and actually liking what I drew.
--> to Dasia, for her words of encouragement when drawing her original chara.
--> to Joules, a wonderful epic fic writer, for liking my art enough to want to post them with Talon's
and her own stories.
--> to Lutra, the other half of the epic team, for being so supportive.
--> to Jacque' & Becca Raddittzu, we met on eBay as bidder and sellers and now we are face-to-face
friends. You showed us the real DBZ with your fansubs. It's all your fault the house is full of
doujinshi! *LOL*
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